Hilaria Baldwin thinks about the babies she lost “every day”.

The 37-year-old star shared the devastating miscarriages in 2019, admitting that she thinks about the children she tragically lost every day in a post for Infertility Awareness Week.

In an emotional post she wrote: “It’s #infertilityawarenessweek … and although I am so blessed to have my babies, I also have a couple of angels. I had two miscarriages in a row in 2019 – the second when I was 4 months old. I was told , “It’s just bad luck” … there are so many puzzles as to why certain souls come into our lives and others do not … A year after their birth, my Edu and Lucia are constant companions, but I think of the babies who I have lost every day. Resigned and respectful of how my life has developed. Gratitude and sadness, wholeness and longing are the dualities of my reality. (sic) “

And Hilaria – who has Carmen, seven, Rafael, five, Leonardo, four, Romeo, two, Eduardo, eight months and the newborn Lucia with her husband Alec Baldwin – insists that she care for the children she has lost ” just as a mother “is.

In an open post on Instagram, she wrote, “We all have different fertility / infertility histories and there are so many ways to become parents. Being a parent really means taking care of another soul in the deepest possible way … through this giving energy that we nourish ourselves and fill the world with love. I am as much a mother to my angel babies as I am to those I can physically hold in my arms. If you have fought, or have fought – or will fight, you know that you are not alone … if it serves you, connect with others while you are grieving. We are a mighty bunch that carries this heaviness in our hearts – and together we can relieve each other through support and understanding. (sic ) “